Yes, I know it is a tradegy
Broken homes we've heard enough
we know that it is sad to see
a single mom raising her kids
legally blind no, I aint tellin fibs
Had to grow up faster than anyone else
taking care of others and never myself
letting all the good things slide right on by
becoming a doormat single tear in my eye


I remain civilized
but behind this guise
is a man that that has died inside
desensitized, hella based.
Think about you every night
the face I want to erase
don't come near me
this is my fucking place
I'm tired of the emotions on you I waste
blood on my brain
only thing i can taste
wanna punch my father
in his fucking face


I know some of you can relate
But I feel fucking guilty
because I am a good man
I dont wish to deprive
my love, but as long as he is alive
i die inside behind these cold eyes
I've forgiven one too many times
for a man that says he misses me
but doesn't even try
I'm tired of the lies
I'm tired of lying in bed
Crying Wanting to die
Wanna move on instead

I remain civilized
but behind this guise
is a man that that has died inside
desensitized, hella based.
Think about you every night
the face I want to erase
don't come near me
this is my fucking place
I'm tired of the emotions on you I waste
blood on my brain
only thing i can taste
wanna punch my father
in his fucking face

Birthday phone calls,
call me a piece of shit.
I wear a skirt.
I hide behind my mommy.
bullshit.
I don't want to talk to your ass.
you don't fucking deserve it.
I want to kill you mother fucker
but you're not fucking worth it
you are the shit on the bottom of my shit
I flush you down the toilet
and fucking forget it
you're nothing to me now
I'm letting go.
packed my bags.
I'm better without you.
told you so.

I remain civilized
but behind this guise
is a man that that has died inside
desensitized, hella based.
Think about you every night
the face I want to erase
don't come near me
this is my fucking place
I'm tired of the emotions on you I waste
blood on my brain
only thing i can taste
wanna punch my father
in his fucking face

I remain civilized
but behind this guise
is a man that that has died inside
desensitized, hella based.
Think about you every night
the face I want to erase
don't come near me
this is my fucking place
I'm tired of the emotions on you I waste
blood on my brain
only thing i can taste
wanna punch my father
in his fucking face

Don't call me ever again
I'm over you
I'm not the same kid
Don't come running when they sign me
I know you will
Son I'm proud of you
Well it took you long enough
But I dont know you
you aren't apart of me anymore
I've evolved.